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I am both an idealist and realist. Depending on the situation is depending on how I view something. For example, I always dream about my future. Wanting to build my own house, not neccesarily a big one but a house, have certain animals and have a prosporous life. When I really know, its not neccesarily going to happen. But do I let it stop me from viewing that? No. If I do then all my hope for a bright future will be lost. I know in a realist way I have a great chance in college and most likely will lead me to a nice paying job, but will it build me my house, who knows. But I do dream about it, while knowing the real world and the truth about things. Even when a friend asks me.. should I take a regents, I don't feel like I will pass. Knowing that she will feel bad to skip it, she asks my advice. I told her, study for June. You do not want to take a test that will involve you not passing, or getting a low grade when you can do better the next time it comes.