journal week 1

dear diary,

my birth name is Amanda Rogers but i go by Portia De Rossi, because it sounds original... not average. I have a problem with the way i look... i want to be someone who matters not just ana average girl. I eat only 3oo calories a day and throw up after almost every meal. I do this to mantain my weight so i can still look good for my tv show Ally Mcbeal. I think something is wrong with me and the way i think but its the only way to make me feel good about myself... help me :(
Love, Portia <3

The Quote

I beleive that the qoute means that the place with the most laws is where there are more crimes because when there are to many rules people get annoyed so they dont care and they break the rules when ever they want.

Is it real?

I beleive that there are alien life forms and that there have been occurences where people have really seen these alien spaceships or lifeforms. When i was younge i was with my family coming home from somewhere and we were driving next to a field and we could see this green stick coming down from the sky and we were staring it at it and as soon as it hit the ground it just dissapeared and we were freaking out trying to figure out what it was.

Yeah.. So,. uh. .

I am both an idealist and realist. Depending on the situation is depending on how I view something. For example, I always dream about my future. Wanting to build my own house, not neccesarily a big one but a house, have certain animals and have a prosporous life. When I really know, its not neccesarily going to happen. But do I let it stop me from viewing that? No. If I do then all my hope for a bright future will be lost. I know in a realist way I have a great chance in college and most likely will lead me to a nice paying job, but will it build me my house, who knows. But I do dream about it, while knowing the real world and the truth about things. Even when a friend asks me.. should I take a regents, I don't feel like I will pass. Knowing that she will feel bad to skip it, she asks my advice. I told her, study for June. You do not want to take a test that will involve you not passing, or getting a low grade when you can do better the next time it comes.

yerpppp :)

Alot of strange and unexplainable things have happened in our world. Alot people can talk about and fight about for hours. For example, 9/11 could be categorized in an odd and mysterious event. Alot bigfoot... and the "spottiings". no one knows if hes real or not but the clues shown so far are very wierd. Also, ghosts and ouiji boards. I play the ouija board all the time and i still cant figure out how the heck it does what it does! I believe in ghosts but most people dont so some people could say ghost cases are very odd. Aliens and UFO sighting have been found to be supernatural too. There are plently more... but thats all for now folks :)

Strange or Not?

Many things in the world are either mysterious or supernatural. In the world people say the have seen UFO's or ghosts. Do you believe them, well personally i think stuff like that exsists. This may be funny or people might think I'm crazy but believe it or not I've personally experienced something strange. One time, I was visiting a poor part of Mexico called San Isidro when i swear i saw a witch. Like I said it may seem funny but i swear it had to be that. It was night time and my friend and I were walking a little girl home and there the streets are dirt paths and there's no lights. Then on the way back I felt we were being followed and i started to get scared. We then past this abanded house and something caught my eyes. When i looked in the house i saw a black figure sitting on a rock and whatever it was it was holding a stick. I didnt dare look again because i was so scared.So as of that day i hate going back because I just hate it. So I totally 100% believe that UFOs, Ghosts, and other strange things do exsist in the world whether people want to believe it of not.

Idealist and Realist

I believe that i am both an Idealist and a Realist. I need facts to back up certain things I'm told; like in math or science, but I also dream for better situations. I want to believe there are better ways to do things like a cleaner way to run a car, or a simplier way to build a builting.