week 2 quote keeper

1. pg 86
"I throw up"
Portia suffers with her weight all through the book and soon you realizes she needs a nutritionist to help her maintain a healthy diet. Portia reveals to her nutritionist that she makes herself throw up.

2. pg 90
"Im afraid to work out at all because im worried that muscle definition makes people look bigger."
Portia says this because she wants to be skinny and lean like a model... not muscular like a guy. She wants to be perfect and working out is not perfect in her eyes.

3. pg 100
"At age 12, starving and bingeing and purging had been the only way to reach my goal weight."
Portia was always around food and junk food during and after her photoshoots. To have people not suspect anything she would eat and then be forced to throw up after.

Hey

Hi I'm Micheal,

I'm a funny and flirty guy. I find Janine very a attractive and we are dating. She and i are quite close. she stays over to my house slowly adding a new item of hers over the course of weeks. Janine loves my house. She met my family at Thanksgiving where we've stayed once before while my parent were out of town. The Thanksgiving dinner didn't turn out like i planned. So i took her to Colorado for a skiing vacation. I got really angry and handled my anger in a completely wrong way

Sincerely,

Women Beater ♥

"If I Am Missing or DEAD"

while reading this novel by Janine Latus's it reminded me of a couple of other thing i heard and read.

Some of the event and diary set up look to part of the book was a little like a book i read The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold. Text to text:

text to world: Also, Her moms lost in born and unborn children reminds me of a song karen taylor good-precious child

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcpBwB5ruu0

Text to self: In chapter 3 i remind me of me because my family always lives in a four bedroom house and

journal week 1

dear diary,

my birth name is Amanda Rogers but i go by Portia De Rossi, because it sounds original... not average. I have a problem with the way i look... i want to be someone who matters not just ana average girl. I eat only 3oo calories a day and throw up after almost every meal. I do this to mantain my weight so i can still look good for my tv show Ally Mcbeal. I think something is wrong with me and the way i think but its the only way to make me feel good about myself... help me :(
Love, Portia <3

The Quote

I beleive that the qoute means that the place with the most laws is where there are more crimes because when there are to many rules people get annoyed so they dont care and they break the rules when ever they want.

Is it real?

I beleive that there are alien life forms and that there have been occurences where people have really seen these alien spaceships or lifeforms. When i was younge i was with my family coming home from somewhere and we were driving next to a field and we could see this green stick coming down from the sky and we were staring it at it and as soon as it hit the ground it just dissapeared and we were freaking out trying to figure out what it was.

Yeah.. So,. uh. .

I am both an idealist and realist. Depending on the situation is depending on how I view something. For example, I always dream about my future. Wanting to build my own house, not neccesarily a big one but a house, have certain animals and have a prosporous life. When I really know, its not neccesarily going to happen. But do I let it stop me from viewing that? No. If I do then all my hope for a bright future will be lost. I know in a realist way I have a great chance in college and most likely will lead me to a nice paying job, but will it build me my house, who knows. But I do dream about it, while knowing the real world and the truth about things. Even when a friend asks me.. should I take a regents, I don't feel like I will pass. Knowing that she will feel bad to skip it, she asks my advice. I told her, study for June. You do not want to take a test that will involve you not passing, or getting a low grade when you can do better the next time it comes.